September 5, 2012
It was Labor Day weekend and I had a very busy weekend, fun, but busy and I am burnt to a crisp! The weekend was so full! Trips to Catalina Island, Disneyland and to Santa Monica Beach to ride bikes and then to end the weekend with an amazing BBQ on top of a an amazing building overlooking the beach, actual right on the Venice beach's boardwalk and end up watching the sun set.
A friend arrived here last Thursday, August 30, a friend I had met last year, actually, it was exactly a year or so, we met here in Los Angeles when he was out here on vacation. We met while hiking on the top of Runyon Canyon. We were able to stay in touch through out the year and touch base with one another from time to time. After last summer and he went back to Tuscon he was to ship out for Afghanistan a few months later. Very proud of him and all our men and woman in the armed services. We have the best well built, strongest military in the world and contrary to popular believe to people here and around the world, we do a lot to help people around this globe! We have a responsibility to make sure tyranny does not survive and that freedom and democracy flourishes. He ended up shipping out in the winter and was gone for six months. We emailed back and forth since it was the only way to hear from him and was the easiest way as well.
We actually did not see each other until the day after he arrived here in LA. on Friday. He picked me up that morning at 6:30am to head down to Long Beach, Ca. to catch the Catalina Express to go over to Catalina Island, which we found out is still privately owned to spend the entire day on the Island. What a Beautiful day. Our activities for the day began with para sailing! To be up 800ft. in the air above the ocean just floating on a hot summer's day and to be up there and at peace with God was truly an experience I will never forget. I wanted to just reach over to Jamaal and give him a gentle kiss on the cheek, but I was too strapped in to do it. We were finally able to share a quiet moment together after all this time. We were in the air a total of 8 to 10 minutes. The ride was only to last the 8 minutes but the guys gave us a few more minutes because we volunteered to go first which was great and I could of stayed up there all day. It was that beautiful! Every moment from taking off and ascending into the air slowly and feeling the warm ocean breeze on our cheeks to having our legs dumped in the water up to our hips was truly an experience I will never forget.
We made it back to the shore from the para sailing where Jamaal and I decided to go get a bite to eat first before the day that he had planned ahead of us since we had some time to spare until our next adventure, Zip lining. Zip lining was so incredible! What a feeling or a rush when you are rolling down that cable at about 45 - 50 mph for some lengths of 1050 ft. to the other side and we did that about 5 times. The cables were not all that length but all were exhilarating in the themselves. He had our day planned by the hour it seemed. I loved it and it was all a wonderful surprise to me until we had gotten there. There was a group of us that were put together for the day of Zip lining and was pretty nice. There were all very friendly and we all had a great time. This point in the day, he and I started to get a little closer to each other, I mean, we started getting more intimate with each other by touching one another and being romantic and stealing a kiss here and there from each other when the others were not looking. We finished the zip line and we had a couple of hours to spend before our next adventure. We decided to go ahead and hit the shops on the bay to the main part of town. We did a lot of window shopping. The shops were so cute too. But before we did that, I thought it would be nice to hang out on the beach for awhile a d take in the beautiful day and so I could swim in the crystal blue water Catalina had to offer. You could actually see the bottom of the ocean. It was like being in the Bahamas, not that I have been there, but according to all the pictures I have seen, (laughter). I laid out for about an hour or so. While laying next to me with his beautiful caramel skin tone, he gently fell asleep for a few minutes. I caught myself gazing at this gorgeous man, not only how sexy he was laying there, but I was thinking how great it was to be there with him.
I wanted so bad to roll over closer to him and put my arm around hm and kiss him gently as if no one else was around us or there on the beach ... just the two of us. We finished laying in the sun and on that beautiful beach in the harbor in Catalina and got up and put our clothes back on over our swimming suits and headed to the shops to do some souvenir shopping before our final adventure for the day. Well, not much of an adventure as it was an amazing was to end such a beautiful day and that was an hour and half message. The message was wonderful. Just to be able to lay there on that table for the entire hour and half was truly heaven! I had never had a message before and I was in shock in how amazing it felt. It was so relaxing and as expected, I did doze off during the message because I had gotten so relaxed and at one point I thought I had let out a little snort as to begin snoring. So that had woken me right back up. God forbid I started to snore on her table, I would be so embarrassed, but she would probably be flattered knowing she is doing a great job. For my first one, she was not that bad, since I have nothing to compare it too, but could have been a little bit harder in her touch. I really enjoyed it regardless. The message went right up to 15 - 20 minutes before our boat had to leave back to the mainland. As the ladies had finished and allowed my friend and I to gather our things and get dressed. We started to get ourselves together up and off the tables. We both stood there face to face, half naked and not a word was said, just some soft whispers and then he moved in closer to me and we put our arms around each other and began to kiss passionately. I was so turned on by the feel of his warm, hard muscled body I mine that I wanted to make love to him right there on the message tables. The moment was so hot and passionate that I could of finished off right there with him. With his body and those tender lips pressed against mine. I wanted that moment to last forever. The way he kissed me was truly amazing. We finally got our clothes on and things together and headed out to the boat and made it just in time for the 6:40pm to leave on time back to the San Pedro port. We made it back around 8pm and he drove me home and we called it a night since we were going to do it all over again the following day at Disneyland. We kissed and said goodnight.
The next day he picked me up early, well around 11am in West Hollywood to head on down to Disneyland for the day. The ride down in the car is interesting and was the beginning of some our most intense conversations as of late. Of course after the prior day at Catalina Island, I thought we were heading in a different direction, meaning, I thought he was genuinely interested in possibly pursuing something more with me on the romantic side. I was completely surprised with what was to come out this day. His mood changed dramatically as if the prior day had never happened at all, the kiss, all the little romantic moments we shared together, meant absolutely nothing. I am the kind of person, who, if interested in someone, like to be affectionate with that person, kisses, holding hands etc, but not in an overbearing way. Some like it and love it, but you come across those who just are not comfortable with attention or affection at all. For the last few times, the people I have met are very uncomfortable with it, so obviously it didn't work out with those people. I begin to think, well should I change my behavior, the person I am, and become someone I am not, or am not comfortable with, absolutely not and no one should. I believe in compromise, yes, but not changing the person you are. I have learned through the years that I am who I am and that I am an amazing man, someone who has so much love to offer and I know that some day, all of me will be recognized and appreciated. God made me this way and that I don't have to change who I am at all.
Driving down to Anaheim was interesting. he was or seemed a little shy and uncomfortable around me. I was doing the same thing or behaving in the same manner in which I did the day before and he seemed to have no problem with it then, actually it was a beautiful day, but the day we went to Disneyland was much different. A bit distant with me, which was fine, but I sure could tell a difference in his demeanor. The conversation got a bit deeper as well. Maybe too deep for me, not that I wasn't willing to have a conversation like that with him, but just was or seemed a little weird or uncomfortable to have since we had really only hung out twice before. The day before and the first time we met, which was a whole year before. I could tell that the day would be a little more challenging with him. He became very philosophical and everything was a discussion with him. We made it to Disneyland and we showed are tickets or passes and finally made into the park. Once we were in, I was like a little boy all over again, that park does that to anyone. I was in a hurry to get in and to the park itself, but as soon as I a started to pick up my walking pace, he mentioned to me that he was not going to rush through and wanted to make sure he took his time to take the entire experience in and go at his own pace. I felt like I was a child again, literally. But he had said it in a negative tone, which, along with the car ride there, pretty much set the mood for the day, unfortunately. Luckily I quickly snapped out of it and went back into a happy mood.
So we made it through the main gate of the park and walking towards the entrance to the Magic Kingdom itself. The music began to get louder as we came closer to the second gate. The sound of kids laughing and running through the park was pleasant to hear. The kind of sound that makes the park what it is, a place for all ages, even the parents or adults. I still get a huge smile on my face every time I walk through the park. I love Disneyland. The smell of popcorn and many other delicious smells flooded my senses with so many different tastes that I was immediately hungry. It's the kind of place that brings out my personality, happiness, joyous and bubbly. Laughing and just always having a great time no matter what I'm doing or where or what environment I am in. I wanted to take pictures of everything since he hadn't been there before. He didn't like to and was not that big on it. I talked him into taking some in the very beginning.
The day at Disneyland was sort of a short one. We did not stay very long because he wanted to get back and watch a football game, so we only stayed for a couple of hours. During that time, we only had ridden one ride, the Log Jammer. During our time waiting in line for the ride is when we really had time to really talk to each other and get to know one another. We talked a lot about our families then. I opened up more to him about my upbringing. How my childhood was and how many times my mother and father has been married and the abuse I had endured during that time with my mom's third husband. Wow, I am 41yrs old and every time I bring that bastard's name up, I get very upset and angry all over again. He found out that day what I'm about and why, let's put is that way. I am still dealing with the feelings of pain that comes with the years of physical and emotional abuse and how my mother was so afraid to do or say anything about for fear of him leaving or even hurting her as well. So she did nothing and I used to blame her, but I now know she did the very best she could with what she was taught but I think she did a much better job than her mother, my grandmother, because my mother was not selfish in a way that my grandmother was and still is. I love my grandmother, don't get me wrong, but behavior is learned and I'm so glad that behavior was present in my mother.
We finally made it onto the Log Jammer ride and it was a wet one. We didn't get wet much but the people in front of us did. The ride ended and we decided to go get a bite to eat at this point. We were bother very hungry. We started walking back through the park to find a place to eat and came across a New Orleans style restaurant which was truly amazing. The food was so delicious! We ate and decided to go home after we were done. He wanted to see his football team's opening game so we left Disneyland and headed back to my place to watch the game. We made it back to my place and started watching the game. I walked my dog and then came and sat next to him and laid my head down in his lap to take a little nap while he watched the game. It was a college football game, I am not too crazy about college football, only the NFL, so I took a nap during his game.
The game was over and his team had won the game. My head was still laying in his lap at this point, we both started to get a little aroused at this point and we began to touch and feel each other all over. I began rubbing on him, pulling his shirt up and kissing his stomach gently and I can feel his manhood getting harder during this time. As I was kissing his torso and working my up his amazing and hot chest, I started to lick his nipples and then I reached up and grabbed his head and pulled him down to me and we started to kiss each other very passionately. It was so incredibly hot! We made out for several minutes before our shirts were completely off of one another. I then positioned him on his back on the sofa so Ii could start licking his whole body at this point. His chest was so sexy I could not stop paying attention to it along with his cut and lean stomach as well. We caught a glance of each other eyes as we were so caught up in the moment so I began to undo his pants at this point. He warned me or he informed me that he had a "Prince Albert" . I was surprised a bit because it didn't fit him on the outside, so either way, he removed the piercing so it would not be in the way. As you can imagine what happened next, well we completely were in our birthday suits and enjoyed a magical evening together.
